I've been asking myself this question for so long. How did my ED start? Did someone say something? Was it because of my biological parents? The police?
I don't know.
I don't know how my eating disorder started or why it did. This has been driving me insane not knowing the answer. Most doctors think that my ED is related to my upbringing. I was abused (physically and emotionally) and neglected as a child. By the age of seven, I was on the streets. I eventually was put into an orphanage. All I wanted was control. I couldn't control anything else in my life but my body. So that's what I did.
That's the doctor's theory. Whether it's true or now, I don't know.
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